Goodbye my love
Goodbye my friend
Remember us and
All the moments
We have share
My wonderful sweetheart Pablo was sleeping by us in the livingroom, not sick, has eat in the morning, he was happy so as always and 30 minutes for his dead he was look
to our food what we eat so as he always did. He was that morning fine, in a movie that I make that morning of him a little time before he passed away, he was relaxing in the trapeze, it was a place that he love always to relaxing and in the movie you see that
he was happy and he was look to King and Jon Snow how they play. After that he was sleep in the livingroom, and I was on the couch. I hear him short moaning softly 2 times in his sleep, I go look to him because I thought he is dreaming, I feel his head and
on that moment I feel become him completely limp and hear his last breath! I scream to Louis and he beginning direct with resuscitate him and I call with the vet on the same time. The vet say Louis did it good but after a time of resuscitate she ask or Louis
will look to Pablo his eyes , pupils completely widely, Louis must tap the eye with his finger and the eye give no reaction. Look in his mouth, tongue was blue. The vet say he is really dead and I was broken!
Cardiac arrest, the vet on the phone say that it was good that I was with him so that I have exact see how it was go. On that moment I can not explain my feeling, as
you see how your husband resuscitate one of your childeren (yes for us they are our childeren) that is a view what you never forget. In January this year exactly the same has happened with our sweetheart Sinatra, only he was on that moment not sleep but he
walking and got a cardiac arrest. Yes both boys where totaly fine before the passed away, they have had no pain and the passed away was very fast. But 1 year and 2 year is too young.
And now we must give this tears a place in our heart, we have give his urn a place in the livingroom by his friends Sinatra and Maggie. I miss my sweetheart so much, he was every
evening on my lap for cuddling, purring and pedaling with his paws.
Thank you my sweetheart that you was in my life and
that we have share so much wonderful memories together! From now I should thinking about you every time as I look in the eyes of your brother Chapman Mr.
Dreamy! Never I forget you and in my heart you live forever and one day I see you back and then we are all back together.
I am broken without you and miss you so so much!